New wallet

I alway have ongoing wallet problems. I did find one I liked but it was $175! Not on the table to spend that kind of money, I decided to try making my own. (I know know why it is so much, a pain to make). But here is my verson.

Here are some photos of me putting it together.

here is my colour combo

making card slots and coin section.

 photo idea section....

putting it together

And all done!!!

Maleny Birthday trip

For my birthday this year Andrew and N took me to Maleny. It was such a lovely day and a perfect opportunity to test out my new camera.

And off we go…..

Glass house mountain 

cool country side

hippy cafe, N is organising the sugar 

hanging with her new friend

My new fav shop!!!

we had to test out the play ground, its N approved

flowers

stopped at the beach on the way home 

It was such a lovely day I really want to explore QLD more now. 

Thank you Andrew and N. 

How do you decide what to do?

How do you decide what to do?

When life changes on you, how do you make the next step? What if you realise you haven't healed, and have to take some steps back. I am still questioning whether I took my "next step" too early.It really sucks. It's like 2 steps forward, 12 back. Why did I do that ? Why did I just not take it slow. Arrrrgh!

The perfect answer would be, now I have learnt that I wasn't ready and I didn't know before. But that sucks, why couldn't I have the hindsight to know this before or at least have an idea. Why did I have to go though this again? I guess there is not answer to this but, like I said before it sucks! I know I need to take some time and figure out what I want to do. Do I want to be a midwife? What do I want to do in the mean time? Find a job or start something new? But I find myself wanting to know these things now. And IT SUCKS!

I am very lucky I have the support of my family, friends and organisations like Peach Tree. They are all really there for me. This would be impossible going though this with out them.

I am just having a hard time accepting that I am a bit lost and confused right now. Please know that I know I will get thought this, I am ok. I am just on a bit of a downwards turn right now.